Not much to blob about. Things end up on Twitter, and what's the point of blogging them later? The things I tweet in the For the first time in fourteen years I'm not taking a prescription crazy med. Along the way I'd been on Prozac, Luvox, Zoloft, Lexapro, Wellbutrin, Effexor and finally Celexa. I think consuming all those drugs over all that time permanently altered my brain chemistry, and not in a good way. No doubt they helped me, especially early on when things went to hell in my life for a while.
Life's not a living hell anymore, and it hasn't been for years. To the contrary, my life is fanfuckingtastic.
Why me? I've done despicable things. I have not earned this happiness. No matter, I'll keep it while it's here.
So I'm going to give it a go, to see if I can lick my demon with exercise, diet, semi-retirement, and lots of sex (a particularly fine benefit of not being medicated).
In the meantime, I've been a lot loopy lately. I've probably acted inappropriately. Hell, I went shopping the other day and bought stuff!
I'm not necessarily apologizing by that admission. I'm just sayin'.
I'm hoping that a prescription-free me, Kimberly, can be like my moniker, the smooth un-turbulent air that jetliners surf.
Aside from being an occasional asshole (ok, frequent) all seems well so far. Some things are way better (Hotter. Than. A. June. Bride.); other things concern me (buried things are bubbling up); and the rest is too early to tell.
Truthfully, I suspect it could get bumpy ahead. I might dredge up a lot of shit. And I'll probably blog it.
Consider yourself warned. And please, friends, talk me down if I get ridiculous.
11 comments:
Good luck! I hope things stay positive and stable. There is nothing else like getting your libido back!
I never lost it, it was always late to the party.
This is an excellent endeavor.
I think with this fantastic like you have.. you'll get through this just fine.
Tho some crazy antics might be entertaining...so i will pull up a chair.
So true Weese. It could get really crazy fun.
Did I just get permission to kick your ass, if you need it? [snicker]
You've got the support of many friends, and I wish you well.
Now to screen shot that you want us to slap you upside the head if need be. Oh, wait, that's NOT what you said? :)
Syd, you've always had that privilege.
Thanks PF. Yes, do smack me upside the head if I earn it.
:)
I'm glad you're off the meds and feeling good!
Good luck keeping the meds and the demons away.
We are pulling for you!
Wow! Good luck with that. I hope it works out for you.
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